Friday, May 12, 2006
As i scan through our convo, it's mostly in pink. It's so annoying. I'm always the one giving, giving, and giving somemore. All you do is take. Oh, maybe not. Maybe you're not even taking, it just comes out of me and lands somewhere, in the bin, forgotten. I cant help but do that, cause i really wanto talk. But, it isnt working. Maybe it means nothing to you, cause we're history. Maybe it's just me, being all foolish and dumb. I dunno. I just wanted to let you know. I'm not asking for anything else but the same old you. I know there's no way we could be like the past, cause you've moved on. If you're reading this, the past few posts are all about you, the ones in italic font. Oh, maybe only now then you've realised, cause you never read my posts. I really don't know what to say. I cant expect you to come back, cause you're too far away already. All i can do is hope, tho i know my hope is hopeless. But please, at least give me a sign that you've not forgotten me?
Iloveyou.
It's a beautiful disguise.